April 30, 2012. I found out that he had betrayed me again. He was talking with a local woman and having phone sex. He couldn’t just chat with or video chat with someone across the globe? They had to be local? Someone who might run into him? Everyone knows each other here, word spreads fast. What if it ended up that she was a friend of mine? Or he had sex with a friend of mine again, for the third time?
I screamed and cried and said it was over, I’m fucking done. I locked me and Max (my dog) in the bedroom and called my therapist. Answering service got her and I sobbed to her for about 20 minutes. Then I called my sister and I asked her if I could live with her. 45 minutes later, I started packing.
I’m really baked right now.